How Do I Get My First Love Back?
I have been trying of recent to get over my first love, she was 4years older than me though, but we both seemed to not have a problem with that because we loved each other. But before she agreed on dating me a series of event happened.
First of all, I'm still in the university, currently in my 100level and she has finished her university and has even served. But just like I said, we seemed to not have a problem with that.
I asked her out for about 6 months before she finally agreed, but a month before she agreed I decided to flirt around a little, then I met someone else, who I liked, and then we started talking to the point that I asked her out and she agreed to be my girlfriend (note, she was also a friend of the other girl) and then a month after the other girl I was in love with agreed to be my girlfriend too.
I was doing okay with both of them when Guilt came in, I couldn't continue with the relationships. And then I told the one I love about everything. She got mad and angry, I told her I loved her more and I was willing to spend the rest of my life with her but I couldn't just break the heart of this second girl, I needed a good reason to do that and I didn't have one at the time, she was disappointed and hurt, I felt it deeply too. I was never a play boy, I never intended it to happen but I have always judge people who have triple girlfriends, without knowing what's really happening.
To cut the story short, I went to school, and something happened and then I broke up with the second lady, and now I want my first love back, but she seemed to have already move on, she's traveling outside the country soon and she said this and I quote “I might get married before I even come back self” and I have been disorganized ever since.
I know I was at fault and I know I have lost her already and she has obviously moved on, but how do i get her back? I dream about her daily. Please, I need your sincere thoughts on this.