How My Dad Behavior Affected Me
When I was a kid I always find joy from my family, when my dad and mum were still together, every morning was a blessed morning to me and my siblings, but I don't know how it happened my dad got married to another wife from is work place, This turn everything upside down my dad doesn't come again as he did, my mum doesn't finding shelter for us, Me and my elder sister always wanted to see our dad.
But on this issue mum organized how we will get to our dad to spend our vacation. On getting there we are very happy, and the first we get there we were treated like a prince but the second was quite hard. we are not having any issue with our dad second wife but we are having issue with our own dad. always screaming at us. we don't even know what we do to deserve this, we think we only came for vacation but our vacation is going to 3and half year now we are not allowed to go back to mum.
Sometime I feel like killing myself but my sister have always been my piority I can't leave to suffer like this and this where I noticed my behavior have changed, I get angry easily, sometimes things that are not worth fighting for I fight for it. I don't talk easily with any person, am getting harsh.
Please how can I find myself?