My Experience As A First Child
Okay, i really don't know where to start from but I feel there is a curse behind being a first child or even more worse it being a male child, I am the first of 5 children it's been hell ever since I finished service June this year, it all feels like the world going down on me and funny enough no matter how hard I try to convince my self, am really trying to make something out of my life it just feels like no it's becoming worse.
My parents have tried sending me to school till this moment and it's time I pay back the good deeds. But the country is currently not what it should be, it's more painful when my kid sister or brother stylishly tell me brother' I want to buy this or that and rings more in my head when I feel I don't have the money to give them. Am so confused at times, thoughts fall in my head "should I just run away", take enough time and make this money then come back and make every one happy...
Am so confused.. Being the first child is a challenge on its own... God help me
Your contribution is highly welcome, are you a first child? share your experience.